My absence marks my thoughts these days
even though it isn't my choice nor my ways
please Allaah I am begging for Your Mercy
grant me a solution for me to feel and see
My pain is known to You my Lord, what I feel
in humiliation and repentance, for You I kneel
acknowledging all of my shortcomings everyday
please Allaah, I am begging You for Your Mercy
Hidden is the burden my hearts carries within
only You know of it, all knowledge, everything
I realise how humble and modest I need to be
please Allaah, I'm in need of You, please save me